maybe i should stop typing the title first.
Now I'm going to try to make this post very rambly, and that never turns out well. I'm fairly tired right now. The night before last night, I laid in bed, awake, until something ridiculous like 6:00am. I swear. No you don't notice when you fall asleep but you do notice when you wake up and I did not wake up before the awful loud storm at 5:30. I was caught in half sleep, where there are hallucinations and dream things around you and you have no control over them to make them go away, but you are awake and can tell where you are and that you are not asleep.
So not a lot of sleep yesterday night.
or is that one yesterday yesterday night. Yeah.
Yesterday night was also not great. i mean, at least i could fall asleep. but it wasn't great. i slept at 2am. And all these days i have to get up at 7am. yayy
i mean it was my fault. im in my series for s3 (ik, trash lol) Played two games last night, lost the first one and it was 12:15 and kevin was like y not and i was like no and then i was like w/e so we played.
haha im so coherent
no im too tired to hit more than one key at a time im sorry
also apostrophe thats too hard
yeah but anyway that 2nd game lasted until 1:17ish
and the internet at ncssm cuts off at 1:00ish
vinit finished the game for me yay
he played for 5 minutes (y)
it was good, i bet
idk
i wasn't there
yep but we won the 2nd so i'm L W _ and i need another W
i would type Xs and checks, but i don't remember how to type a checkmark...
it's so cold... i think i'm sick. Okay i'm sick but i'm not telling people because i'll probably get better by myself because that's how it works right
also Dad's coming over with the fridge today so that's great
I no longer have to bother melissa every morning
also almond milk is disgusting
i should've just stuck to soy milk
or normal milk
i miss normal milk
that would've been a good last line to post on but i want to keep rambling
college... what college do i want to go to?
Okay so i'm stupid so I base a lot of my opinions on general broad ideas and 'names'. like, how good does this name sound
like, jade tiger vs farty bison i'd probably apply to jade tiger because of the name
names i think sound cool: carnegie mellon, uchicago, MIT, berkeley, duke
good schools: just look at the spreadsheet i have a list of 20 of them
ugh college
i mean, it's not that i don't want to go to college, but i guess i'm worried that i might not live up to expectations
my own expectations
i suppose i'll try my best
essay tho
but
okay i really don't know
w/e
i'm almost silver three (y)