URGH.

I can't stand reading manga from left to right! In fact, after those last 50 chapters of Pokemon manga, I don't think I'll be able to read anything from left to right for a while. >.< I'll have to find a right to left version.

Good Morning

But I came here to post this:

I just think it's sort of funny. My music player (which has a clock/alarm built in) actually woke me up saying "Wake up." I set it to my playlist of 45 Owl City songs and it chose one at random, which happened to be "This is the Future."

And yes, the first two words from that song are "Wake up." ^_^

O.O again

Oh no. >.< I've been keeping an eye on the blog views and there is 10 more than last time I checked. Someone has actually read the really pathetic posts down there! It's a bloody disaster!

I really wish I knew how to delete posts now. *sai*'

Hmm.

There is a definite possibility of me being sick. I guess I feel sick. ... It might've been the day old sushi that we left out that night. (It was still good >.<) Or it might just be me.

ANYWAYS... I'm just going to pretend nothings happening like I always do. If it's serious then I'll complain or something. *shrug*' And I'm so still going to Dead Broke Farm.

Well, nothing left to write. Good night. *salutes*' 

Hi

I'm still tired.

Bloody Confusion

I'm pretty sure no one's reading this by now, so I can just freely spill onto the pages, right?

Don't answer. It would just embarrass me. Well, what I'm ... what I might write here would just embarrass me.

>.< I NEED SELF CONFIDENCE. Without it, I'll be useless to everybody. This is for you, OMers. I'm trying... but I don't think it's working out. If you do end up reading this, I want you to know that I'm trying my best for you guys. I'm terrified at making a fool of myself, but by being terrified I'm already doing that.

And I know that.

But I don't know how to change. ;)

......................In other news, I'm cosplaying England in Hetalia. ^^ So I'm practicing an English accent. (Basically spamming Youtube) I must admit, I want to be that English guy... but it says guy. Though I know I can ask, and I also know the STUPID WAY I DID THAT LAST NIGHT IS REALLY IRRITATING TO ME... But ...... I really don't know...

I... I feel sort of lost, you know? And it's all pointless, because I'm bringing it on myself. And I also feel bloody tired. =_= I did sleep last night... and the night before... Well, duh. But I just don't know.

^_^ I'm going to drive myself mad before I know it. But there's nothing I can do about it.

One more thing. (Perhaps, this post is dragging on and on and on...) I PROMISE. I won't miss another meeting. It's infuriating me, not getting to those meetings. (OH GOSH, read those last sentences, it sounds horrible (they both end in the same word, the rhythm is horrible (OMG, I did it again))) *sai*' Well, yeah. If you did read this, I would appreciate it if you... would forget it.

It's not important.

I'll forget about it.

It... I'm... Just forget it.

Nothing happened.

(;

I'm perfectly fine.