Muse

Hello and good morning. It is 7:44 a.m., so I can say that. Not like all the other times, when I'm just saying it because I have a limited repertoire of what to say so I have to repeat often.

You know, when I was younger it felt like I could say anything. I wouldn't hold back. I never got to keep these giant secrets that would rip apart friendships, ya know? But now they're everywhere... This probably isn't applicable to everyone. But it's just that now I feel like I can't put everything here. I can't write with confidence in case something is used against me. lol im just being paranoid

Uhhhhhh i don't know what to write about. Maybe that's when you stop writing haha. Or maybe that is precisely when you continue. Just keep talking, and see what comes out, and this is your true thought process and what you really are made of, behind your surroundings, beyond your immediate influences.

If so I'm not a very interesting person.

The bus leaves at 8:00 and it's 7:50. And no I did not spend 6 minutes to write this, although you probably didn't ask. For future me. Even though I've moved a long way from last year, when I would literally live on YouTube, I still watch a lot. Just less.

Time burners nowadays? Well, YouTube still. Idk, Duke takes up 8:00 to 4:00pm. Piano I stuff into all the excess time. And 10:30pm to 1:00am I reserve for something relaxing, like League. Recently I've been watching OitNB. Orange is the New Black.

See, the time slot is because we have a hall check at 10:30pm, after which we have to stay on hall, so might as well glue ourselves to our computers, ey? And then internet cutoff at 1:00am of course.

alright bye